Sunday, October 02, 2005

The End is Near ! (for the summer that is)

Fall has slowly crept up upon us. I feel that I have had a pretty good summer. Although I complain a lot (at times) I still feel that summer was pretty good and I hope that thoughts of it will keep me warm through the cold winter months. I loved how sunny this summer was and how I got to spend a lot of time doing what I enjoy best, which include but are not limited to; swimming, soaking in the sun, reading various novels, yoga/ exercise, and doing art. I got to see friends and family. The one thing I hated was the heat. I know I’m from Canada and all but the heat was just too much to bear.

So, today I was out on my walk. Even though it’s fall it still feel beautiful and warm out. I took some great photo’s for DA and while listening to music realized that I have to try to put my mind back in to the set of when I first came here. I (these days) have been getting a lil depressed and sometimes feel like I have no purpose here. I miss my friends and family back home. I think I’m just adjusting to the lil differences here. I guess I’m just having issues adjusting to the idea of “Change”. I also worry about my weight. I gotta quit doing that too. All I want is to keep my currant weight and eat right. I try my best to do so and that’s all I can do. So, this fall I vow to get out of this stupid depression and back to the happy Kelly I know I can be AND stop worrying about my weight.

I am happy about fall being here though. I mean besides getting Thanksgiving in October I also get it in November too. Plus there is Halloween and then I have my job of cource. It helps pass the time by and I make great money too. So, I am prepared for a great Fall and hopefully a non-gloomy winter season.

From this point on I will be writeing in my rest of the year blog! So, in closing…..
Goodbye Summer (cries), Hello Fall! And here’s to praying for a not so freezing cold winter.